Wednesday, December 13, 2017
John, My heart is so broken without you. I will never ever be the same. I love you more than anything in this world. I need you to know how much I truly appreciate how much you loved and cared for me and my family. There could never be anyone else for me. Nothing and no one compares to you. I am chilled to the bone and have an actual physical pain when I breathe, it hurts so much to think I wont see you again. Baby, if there were times that you were unsure of my love and devotion, I hope now God will help you see inside my heart that my love for you is and will always be pure and beautiful. I not only lost my husband, but my very best friend as well. Heartsick cannot begin to express the pain.
I love you, I ask you please to come to me in a dream, so that some of the pain will ease. I have no doubt that you are with the Lord in a perfect place, so please, come to all of us that are hurting uncontrollably, come to us in a dream and put your hand on our pain and ease it. I love you so much, so, so much.
Your wife, Lisa
